I cried this morning

And it was for a happy reason. I knew that while I was asleep, safe in my bed, Gilad Shalit’s transfer from captivity to freedom (and that is a loaded image and I will get there) took place. I looked immediately to my twitter feed and saw that my own worst fear did not come true, thank God, Gilad is alive. I stared to cry tears of joy.

On Sunday, I taught about ushpizin, the tradition of welcoming biblical ancestors into the Sukakh, as we welcome others. I mentioned the emerging news about Gilad Shalit’s release and several parents had no idea what I was talking about. I know that I spend a lot of my time in a particular Jewish bubble, but I was in shock that these parents did not know what I was talking about.

Gilad’s release, I even speak about him as though I know him, is wrought with controversy. Gilad Shalit’s release was a part of a much larger prisoner exchange. I am not entirely aware of all of the details. I think that is telling. There are also a lot of ethical issues, of course, too. Jewish tradition is fairly clear, though. You can read more about this from people who know a lot more than I do. Here is what Rabbi David Ellenson, my teacher, has to say. Here is what Rabbi Avi Weiss wrote, as well. Here is what Donniel Hartman, who I studied with this summer, had to say.

Every time the prayer for healing was read at the congregation where I worked in Toronto, Gilad Shalit’s name was mentioned. Though Gilad’s name might come off the list and his picture might be removed from our Sukkot as one of the ushpizin guests and those who set a place at their Seder table at Passover for him will not have to do so anymore.

Gilad Shalit’s ordeal is not over, of course. We do not know what he had to go through during his five year and four month period of captivity. The physiological injuries will heal, though the psychological trauma will be lifelong. His own adjustment to life will be interesting to observe and people are talking about it,

ברוך אתה יי אלהינו מלך העולם, מתיר אסורים – Praised are YOU, Ruler of the Universe who frees the captive.

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Gilad Shalit is freed!

It is not a dream or a fantasy. Gilad Shalit, the Israeli soldier captured by a terrorist organization on the border with Gaza has been released after 1.940 days he has returned to Israeli soil.

ברוך אתה יי אלהינו מלך העולם מתיר אסורים Praised are You, Creator of all as the captives are freed.

I have another post coming today, this time I mean it but I had to make sure that you saw the news.

 

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Lady Gaga, Alan Cumming, and a rabbi walk into a bar…

It might sound like the beginning of a bad joke. Don’t worry, I’m not going to make it. Instead I’ll tell you what else these figures have in common.

The month of October has been deemed LGBT history month by the Equality Forum and today is Rabbi Denise L. Eger day! Yesterday was Alan Cumming and tomorrow is Lady Gaga. Clearly as the only clergy person in the 31-day list this is a major tribute to the work that Eger has done and continues to do every day in our nation, state, city, and as the rabbi of Congregation Kol Ami.

As you might know, the area of GLBT history has received a great deal of attention as states and cities are now requiring it as part of the curriculum. While I don’t always agree with making every month about something else, we’re also in the midst of Breast Cancer Awareness Month, if any of these types of activities raise awareness, we’re moving in the right direction.

Way to go Rabbi Eger! You make me, the Reform Movement and all of the Jewish people (whether or not they realize it) proud!

Do you have someone you might add to the list? What’s their story? Why might you add them?

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Happy New Year!

I have not been feeling the desire to blog so I haven’t been writing. I hope that you understand. I think it is important to blog only when I have something to say and all I really have to say today is, happy new year. May you have an easy fast. G’mar Chatimah Tovah. Keep checking in for updates. I promise they’re percolating.

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18 years ago I thought the world might be different

Yesterday marked 18 years since Yitzhak Rabin and Yasser Arafat met on the White House lawn and signed the Oslo Peace Agreement. 18 years. I remember this day and my own excitement of what this might mean for the Middle East. And 18 years later, I am sad. Sad that there is still no peace, that the vision espoused this day seems completely forgotten by everyone. I admit, I didn’t even realize it was 18 years until I heard a story on NPR.

I don’t believe in using hindsight in regards to history. I don’t want to think about or pontificate about what might be. Rather I want to remember that feelings of hope, the anticipation of peace, and the desire to work towards that aim with true partners.

Next week there is likely to be a great deal of news about the Middle East. I pray that there will be a true and lasting peace between these neighbors. That the words of the prophet Isaiah come to be, “nation shall not lift up sword against nation nor will their people’s know war anymore,” (Isa. 2:4)

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I’m worried. The kind where it is hard to sleep.

I wasn’t going to post this yesterday. It didn’t seem right with all of the emotions people were felling about the events of September 11, 2001. I’ve written my own reactions and reflections before. I thought I’d posted them on this blog. Looks like I am remembering things incorrectly. Oh well.

As I was saying, I was driving to my internship on Sunday morning and, as is my custom, I was listening to National Public Radio. They were broadcasting pieces of the memorial services for 9/11. Several things struck me. There was a difference between the locations that mark tragedy. From the broadcast, the Pentagon’s memorial was done with military precision and a strong military presence. Shankesville was something entirely different. And at Ground Zero, from what I understood, no members of the clergy, NYPD or NYFD spoke. I changed the channel when I couldn’t listen anymore and turned to the oldies station.

There they played American Rock … from Paul McCartney. Last I checked, Sir Paul was not an American. This was also being done in memory of 9/11.

So many people have posted on facebook, twitter, and blogged about their own reactions and yet, I think this country is missing something. We are having a crisis of state religion.

What, you ask? How can a republic have a state religion? Think about 4th of July and the rituals that take place. Think about the inauguration of the president. Each of those moments are replete with state religion. The tenth anniversary of 9/11 was a day for such ritual and it just wasn’t there. The United States does not know how to mark time as anymore. I believe we once did. The days of Memorial Day and Veterans’ Day once were times to remember the fallen and honor the heroes. In 2011 they’re cause for sales at shopping malls and long weekends.

In my opinion, 9/11 needs to be a day about remembering the victims of the attacks on American soil, acknowledging the terror that many people experience now that they never did before 9/11/01, and honoring those who died fighting the ongoing wars in Afghanistan and Iraq as well as the veterans in our midst. Not a lot needed to be said, silence at the appropriate moments might have been best. This is not a moment for one religious voice to prevail. Instead it is a time for a global message of peace among humankind.

Did you attend a memorial service for 9/11 that was meaningful to you?

Sunday School started and I spent the morning with eager young people running into a synagogue looking forward to seeing friends and learning new things. Parents joined the community, too and stayed for almost three hours engaging in their own learning and meeting their children’s teachers. I cannot think of a more fitting way to spend September 11 this year or any other. In education there is hope and in hope will be peace.

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Go to the movies

This whole blogging while being in school thing is not going very well. I apologize, loyal reader. I would like to pretend that the situation might improve but I want to remain realistic and focused upon my studies so I will write here when I can.

This weekend I saw a phenomenal film. I use the word film, of course because this was truly a piece of art and not something I went to be entertained by. You must first read The Help and then go see the film.

There are many Oscar worthy performances. Perhaps most important though, is the potent reminder of prejudice in our midst. Though this is the story of another time there are far too many class and race issues in our world today.

If I were writing a high holy day sermon it might be about some of these issues. Since I’m not, I will just have to allude to something quite fascinating to save for another time.

Why are you still reading this? Go to the movies and read this book already!

 

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Kindergarten and graduate school

This morning I headed out for my first day of graduate school. I realized while I was doing some back to school shopping that graduate school and kindergarten have an awful lot in common.

1. The thermos: sure in kindergarten there was milk or juice or water in it. Now I carry in my flagon of coffee happily.
2. The lunch box: while I wish I had a Jem and the Holograms lunch box as I believe I did in kindergarten, the reusable containers in a reusable sac will have to do. (I should note the strange reality of the reemergence of the Smurfs, a childhood favorite).
3. Crayons. There was nothing quite like opening that fresh box of crayons all neatly in their colorful array. Now there’s an app for that.

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Israel re-cap, part 1

Well I am sitting on the final leg of my journey home from Israel and I have to confess, I did a really bad job of blogging! There was so much to do and I was enjoying not being so technologically connected to the universe that I didn’t blog too much. I hope you will forgive me.

 This fine photo is one of the reasons I was technologically disconnected. This beauty of a phone was my phone during my year-in-Israel, 2003-2004 and it works like a charm. Many friends and family members have borrowed said phone on their own trips. The end result is I don’t know who most of the people in the address book are and I have a perfectly functional phone. So essentially I was walking around the Holy Land with this beauty and didn’t have a blackberry or an ipod. I could text people in Israel and the phone worked fine though I am too cheap to make calls to the USA on it. Thereby, not so responsive to emails yet walking around with an awesome cow phone.

While I was in Israel I went to see a movie. Here is the ticket stub from said movie. Can you read it? (Ok, it is hard to read. It says “Harry Potter”). Going to a movie in Israel is an excellent reminder of why going to a movie in North America is better. One, projection is important as is sound quality. Two, most theaters have stadium seating. Three, the seats are not assigned which is ideal when you prefer not sitting so close to the screen it seems as though you can see up the actors’ noses. Four, there is no random break in the film so that the concession stand can make more money and when the movie starts up again, every person in your row has to move past you to get back to your seat. That being said, it was truly a wonderful experience going to this movie and I look forward to seeing it again at home.

While in Israel, I also got older. Yesterday was my birthday. I had a chill and relaxing day which was just what the rabbi ordered because it was really hot in Jerusalem. I also go to pack and go to the airport to head home. That was less fun although I am looking forward to settling down in LA LA LAND. For your viewing pleasure, here I am eating my birthday lunch of the most delicious humus, chicken and Israeli salad. I promise I’m working on those other posts, too.

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Jerusalem, part 1

The Knesset

I have been in Israel for two weeks. I am almost exclusively spending my time in Jerusalem, and the reason for that is because it is the place that I know best, it feels like home (and I am not making aliyah). It was eight years ago that I studied here for 10 months as a first-year HUC rabbinic student.

It was 2003-2004 and Jerusalem was a different place. For those of you that I used to write emails to, you might remember my reflections on the heightened state of terror. At that time I went to see the separation fence as it was being constructed. There was a sense in Jerusalem that this was the only hope of stopping the terror attacks and believe me, they needed to stop. I know that I still live with a measure of post-traumatic stress. Even now, eight years later, I can remember where the bombs went off and people died and were injured.

As much as it raises a profound ethical dilemma for me, the separation fence seems to have work (there will be another post about this at another time). Jerusalem is a city transformed. People are out eating in cafes, riding on buses without fear, and going about their daily lives. Jerusalemites did this in 2003-2004 also. They are more resilient than I am.

A crowded Machane Yehuda market on a Friday morning

In restaurants I am not consistently asked by a guard to look inside my bag, some restaurants don’t employ them anymore. Almost every night in the German Colony or the Midrachov or the new Mamilla Mall complex there are tons of people walking around. There are the requisite tourists who were certainly absent in 2003-2004, though more significantly there are Israelis walking, shopping, and doing their thing.

At Machane Yehuda there was still security though it was on a different scale then 2003-2004 and when I went there last Friday it was jammed. Speaking of Machane Yehuda, it looks completely different! Perhaps it is gentrification though I would describe it more as a general sprucing up of the place. It was a joy to shop and get the Shabbat essentials. (Yes it included Marzipan chocolate ruggelah though I would also recommend the cinnamon and there is a new store of the same fantastic bakery on Rachel Imeinu).

There is so much more to say. For now, I’m so happy to be here.

 

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